G R O W Y O U R W I N G S

Ya know, I don't think I like being a spoiler-phobe.  It's too much damn work.  And I feel so deprived that I can't click on links that promise clips of 3.15, of the boys being interviewed, or whatever. 

I used to be spoiler whore.  Then after watching an episode and being surprised by something, I decided to try it the other way.  Thought perhaps I'd enjoy the episodes more if I had no idea what was coming.

Then I watched an episode that I was not spoiled for and was disappointed by it because I had built up a totally different expectation in my mind and if I had even seen one spoiler I probably would not have done that.

And perhaps most importantly, I am so VERY nervous about the next 2 episodes.  I mean it's like I'm worried about members of my family or something.  The whole Dean deal and what's going to happen to him and how it's going to impact Sam.  (These are *fictional* characters right?)  My level of fear about this is getting out of control. 

I haven't yet clicked on any links--but I keep thinking, for my sanity, maybe I should.

Even if I last through 3.16 without spoilers, I'm going to seriously reconsider being a spoiler-phobe and whether I want to continue this into S4.  It's just too nerve racking.

...I guess.

As per my last post--I'm in a grumpy mood.  Very grumpy.  Pissed off basically.  You know when you get in those moods that just seem to feed upon themselves.  Start off a little grumpy and every.  little.  thing.  seems to make it worse.

Anyway.  I was reading through my flist and saw, yet again, another post linking to those frakking 3x13 SPN episode stills that are going around.  And I said--to hell with this--I'M LOOKING!  I need something new in SPN Land to possibly get me out of this mood.  (Did I mention I have to work sometime tonight on a frakking budget!!!  Grr.  Anyway.)  So I clicked on the link and Lo and Behold, my wireless router went temporarily down.  I had to wait about 20 seconds for it to come back up  and that was enough to keep me from re-clicking on the link.  So -- still unspoiled.  (But still grumpy as hell.)