on being a spoiler-phobe...
May. 4th, 2008 02:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
growyourwingsYa know, I don't think I like being a spoiler-phobe. It's too much damn work. And I feel so deprived that I can't click on links that promise clips of 3.15, of the boys being interviewed, or whatever.
I used to be spoiler whore. Then after watching an episode and being surprised by something, I decided to try it the other way. Thought perhaps I'd enjoy the episodes more if I had no idea what was coming.
Then I watched an episode that I was not spoiled for and was disappointed by it because I had built up a totally different expectation in my mind and if I had even seen one spoiler I probably would not have done that.
And perhaps most importantly, I am so VERY nervous about the next 2 episodes. I mean it's like I'm worried about members of my family or something. The whole Dean deal and what's going to happen to him and how it's going to impact Sam. (These are *fictional* characters right?) My level of fear about this is getting out of control.
I haven't yet clicked on any links--but I keep thinking, for my sanity, maybe I should.
Even if I last through 3.16 without spoilers, I'm going to seriously reconsider being a spoiler-phobe and whether I want to continue this into S4. It's just too nerve racking.
I used to be spoiler whore. Then after watching an episode and being surprised by something, I decided to try it the other way. Thought perhaps I'd enjoy the episodes more if I had no idea what was coming.
Then I watched an episode that I was not spoiled for and was disappointed by it because I had built up a totally different expectation in my mind and if I had even seen one spoiler I probably would not have done that.
And perhaps most importantly, I am so VERY nervous about the next 2 episodes. I mean it's like I'm worried about members of my family or something. The whole Dean deal and what's going to happen to him and how it's going to impact Sam. (These are *fictional* characters right?) My level of fear about this is getting out of control.
I haven't yet clicked on any links--but I keep thinking, for my sanity, maybe I should.
Even if I last through 3.16 without spoilers, I'm going to seriously reconsider being a spoiler-phobe and whether I want to continue this into S4. It's just too nerve racking.
