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growyourwings ([personal profile] growyourwings) wrote2008-07-10 07:50 pm

SPN Addicts Anonymous (SAA)

[personal profile] mrsr58 (or someone) give me some phrases about SPN Addicts Anonymous.  I'm actually going to try to work up a logo and my brain is BLANK!  I need some jump-starting.

ETA:  [profile] fickleone replied in the comments and got me thinking about a logo that somehow used the boys' tattoo.  I'd started a project several days ago along the same lines, but couldn't find a decent image of the actual tattoo.  So started playing with these..

 

But I still think the original tattoo would be better for a logo.  I may need to re-look for one or see if I can recreate it myself.

Change of subject.

How's work growyourwings?  Not bad actually.  After my "Mr. Ugly" meltdown of the other day, I must have gotten it out of my system.  However, something interesting happened THE VERY NEXT DAY.

I've long thought that deeply felt emotional requests to the universe tend to get me results.  There have been many times in my life where I deeply thought about something, it's tend to come about.  Examples:

  • Deciding that I was finally ready for a serious relationship when I was about 22ish and within a few months I had my first serious boyfriend.  (I'd avoided those annoying past-bestfriend males who went batshit crazy on me in 7th grade up until then.)  Then within another 2 years, met the man I'd end up marrying.
  • Deciding that I wanted a career change with a much higher pay rate and then within 2 weeks having said job almost throw itself in my face.
  • Deciding I REALLY needed to find a photo of my 3rd Great Grandfather from West Virginia who died in 1866.  He become almost a family legend except that no one knew anything about him other than he owned and ran a hotel in West Virginia.  No one knew what he looked liked.  Within a couple of months I was contacted by a fellow descendent that lived about 13 miles from me who had photos of him, his wife, and his son.
  • There have been a couple of not-so-good instances that I'd rather not write about, but because of those I've become paranoid enough to NOT let myself REALLY wish someone bad luck or harm.
  • And there have been misc other incidents.

And yes, I know this sounds ridiculous and while I do understand (believe me) that I don't actually have the power to just wish things and make them happen.  I've really come to believe that my deep-felt intentions can attract results.  So, yeah, I'm careful about my intentions.

So after I flipped the other day and said "I so want out....NOW".  That's the kind of very deep-felt intention that can attract results.

The very next day I found out that one of my project managers has to leave by the end of the month.  We don't have a replacement.  It quickly became apparent that I may need to take on that role because there is no one else.  This would get me out of what I was referring to when I said "I want OUT".    I would still be involved at the program level, still be the program manager--but because I would have to do a "2nd job", I would get a get-out-of-jail free card around some of the political crap I have to deal with.  We're not yet sure how this will all work out.  But it's a strong possibility.

So we'll see.  I worked from home today--put in about 12 hours--but it was all good.  I wasn't intending on working from home--but I kept getting pulled into crisis emails/phonecalls/issues that kept preventing me from getting out the door.  Tomorrow I'm supposed to work from home to try to complete some online training.  Of course I know what I'll end up doing is more non-training work stuff.  I can never concentrate on training.  But I need it for my professional certification.

Meanwhile I feel like playing with Photoshop.  Hence the request at the top of the post.  The only problem with starting a Photoshop project this late at night is that if I get involved I may not get to sleep until 2 am.