Sorry about that last post. I was just so worn out from this weird-ass last week. Between technology hating me and my entire right side just plain hating ON me - let's just say it was a challenging week.
Plus I got some triggery stuff going on a work that's underlying everything I think. Nothing bad. Actually most would consider it very good; it's just triggering some very bad (bad, bad) stuff from a previous work life. I'll get over it.
SQUEE!!! What was I *thinking*!!!??? Grumpy about HAVING to go to a con. OMG. Seriously. I recognize how fortunate I am to be able to go. And apologize to everyone, including myself, for my stupid pity-party.
What helped? Well a short time-distance from work helped. And comments from flisters helped. :)
And what started it? Rewatching this wonderful fanvid that I stumbled across earlier this week. Some smart person took Jensen's JIB performance and used it as a backdrop for a retrospective of the show and cons. Love.
And then redteekal helped out by point me to this. Which, while not SPN (and why hasn't anyone vidded to this yet? Or have they?), it really hit the spot.
Plus I repaired my Vegas Con 2013 Master Post
which was a victim of my Technology Rebellion this past week, when literally half of it just *poof* disappeared. Makes me feel better to have it back (plus better anyway.)
BTW, there's a pretty good chance I will sign up for Vegas 2014. While there's also a good chance fickleone might not go (bad time of year for her), my husband LOVES Vegas and is somewhat pouting because he isn't coming this time. I've waved next year in front of him and he perked up quite a bit. Plus I think I will do at least one other in 2014. So I have to pick between Burcon and Vancon. And I have a feeling I will not be able to resist Burcon (always been my fav; plus likely fickleone). *headdesk* I guess there's a good chance there might be three 2014 cons in my future. We'll see.